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A Writer’s Zone by Dina Behlke
“When I grow up, I want to be a little boy.” – Joseph Keller As a writer, I cannot
help feel envious of my seven year-old son. At any given time and on no certain
terms, I can witness him snatch up an action figure and launch instantly into
an imaginary world. “Time to destroy Megatron!” His visit to Cybertron (or
wherever) is indefinite, or at least until I call his name, seven times
minimum, to drag him from the depths of his fantasy. I grow even greener at the
ease with which he oscillates
between pretend and consciousness, or (for gosh sakes) weaves the two together.
“Bam, crash, aaahhh, my arms are on fire. Hey, mom, is Aunt Debbie and Uncle
Mike coming today? Boom, crash….” “Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up.” – Pablo Picasso Somewhere along the line, that snap-finger access to my creativity was pushed slightly out of arm’s reach, and if I were to examine, this probably began, ironically, during my school age years when left-brain skills became more coveted. I can only imagine how my poor right-brained self would fare in the present-day educational system where kindergarten (the new first grade) has become more like SAT prep than Romper Room (yes, I’m dating myself). Although this article is not a debate about whether current curriculum is nurturing or killing creativity, it is no secret that most schools place a higher value on skills such as mathematics and logic than on art and using your imagination – the key ingredients of writing. “The reluctance to put away childish things may be a requirement of genius.” -Rebecca Pepper SinklerAs it happened though, I did put away my writing notebook and paints to make time for schoolwork. Then in walked peer pressure, dating, family squabbles, career, bills, marriage, kids, PTA and social calendars. At some point, my muse threw his hands up saying, “Forget this,” and quietly slipped out the backdoor. Thankfully, when I sit
down to write now, I am able to lure Senor Muse (we’ll call him M) back;
however, like a hurt and neglected lover, he must be wooed. A Starbucks run and
a scenic route home get him lingering at my doorway. I peruse my bookcase, and
begin skimming through verses of Nathaniel Hawthorne. A little Gabriel Garcia
Marquez perhaps. M is interested. I close the books, and my eyes, clearing my
thoughts of everything. M approaches, runs his finger along my desk, his back
turned. I feel I am ready to create and curl my fingers over the keyboard, but
he wags his finger. “Nah, ah, ah. Not yet,” he says, motioning to my MP3 player
that holds the soundtrack to Avatar. I put on the headphones. Finally, M sits
beside me and nods. “Now.” So, I became curious. Do other writers have similar rituals? A method of tapping into their inner children as they sit down to write? I presented this question to several present-day bestselling and award-winning novelists, and this is what they had to say:
Jim
Crace (Quarantine, Being Dead, The Pesthouse)
- “Guilt and panic send me into my workroom,” he says, “but only on
dull or wet days and only when I’ve run out of displacement activities
such as housework, crossword puzzles, gardening, newspapers, tennis,
tanning. The bright screen (of his computer) is my zone. Switch it on, and I am there
at
once, immersed and focused– except of course that I first have to deal
with emails, explore Spotify, shop on the internet, play a dozen hands
of Solitaire. Suddenly, it is late afternoon and a second, more shaming
wave of guilt and panic breaks over me. Finally and with a sinking heart
I start to type. I'd rather be doing anything but this. But nearly
always I’m amazed how even when I feel flat and uninspired, the work
itself carries me forward. The Imp of Storytelling is a generous and
inventive creature. It’s quick and keen to help the writing come alive.
It wants me to succeed.”
John M. Fitzgerald (Spring Water, The Mind, Primate)
– “Inspiration is a phenomenon I
no longer rely upon to begin writing. I find it comes instead during the
writing process, in the form of enjoyable surprises. What's more, writing to me
is only a side effect of thinking. It is the hope of reaching a better
understanding of my thoughts that motivates me, and I write them so I can
forget them and move on. To the extent such original thinking occurs, I feel
good and want more. In that way I am something of an addict. So you could say that the possibility of inspiration
is the high I look forward to. The method is simple - sit and think,
then record the thoughts. It's mostly junk but sometimes I get lucky.”
Helen DeWitt (The Last Samurai, Your Name Here)
– “I go to the gym for two hours; I read a chapter or two in one of the
books I'm using for research (as it might be, Edward Tufte's Envisioning Information or
Peter L. Bernstein's Against the Gods); I drink very
Joshilyn Jackson (Gods in Alabama, The Girl Who Stopped Swimming)
– “I wake up, my husband brings me coffee, and then I pull the laptop
into bed with me and get straight to work. I put on Pandora and let it
play soft, innocuous songs with breathy vocals and acoustic guitars.
Music for me is more of a necessary hum that keeps the squirrel parts of
my hyperactive brain distracted so I can buckle down and work. I need
background noise in order to focus. In the afternoons, I like to write
in coffee shops where the buzz and hum of conversation and rustle-y
human noises surround me. I am much more likely to get inspiration and
actual book ideas from things I see. I love art museums, love looking
at paintings and sculptures, especially when they contain human figures
or faces. Expressions or postures make me start to invent characters
and satires to explain them. I am also a veteran eavesdropper. I love
to sit quietly in an airport bar and listen to snatches of conversation
as people walk past me. I like hearing just a line or two with no
context. I hear a good line, and I will begin to invent a context and a
character around it.”
Louise Penny (A Rule Against Murder, The Cruelest Month, Still Life, A Fatal Grace and Bury Your Dead)
- “I get inspiration from two things. Poetry and music. The poetry
part is quite early in the process. I read a lot of poetry anyway
(always a slim volume in the washroom) but I read with a whole different
brain and heart when I'm preparing to write a book. Generally 4 to 6
months before I start the actual manuscript. As I read certain
couplets, certain phrases zing out. And I write them down. Collect
them. And finally, I winnow it down to one single excerpt of poetry.
And I put that on my laptop, so that when I eventually lose my way, it
will bring me home. Music is equally powerful and necessary. I adore
sitting on long flights. I hardly ever read - mostly I look out the
window, plugged into my ipod, and listen. I see the fluffy clouds, but I
also see the characters...and then, I suddenly feel them. Feel a
pivotal moment. Of joy. Of desperate pain. And it inspires certain
scenes. Themes. I can't begin to tell you how crucial music is to my
process. Each of my books has a sound track, in my mind. And mostly a
main theme. A single tune or song, that drives the narrative.
Sometimes it's both the music and the lyrics that matter...often it's
just the music. Sometimes it inspires the characters, and sometimes it
inspires me, the writer, to keep going. Indeed, I see my books as
symphonies. With different movements. And, since some of my books are
connected, I see some books as first movement, some books as second, and
some as the trumpets, drums, violins sawing triumphal and thrilling
third movements. All building on each other, and variations on themes.”
Emma Donoghue (Room, The Widower’s Tale, Slammerkin)
– “Daycare. Sorry to be so pragmatic about an inspiration matter, but
there's nothing like delivering my three-year-old to my preschool,
hurrying home and hearing the silence of the empty house to put me in
the mood to write!”
David Carnoy (Knife Music) – “I tend to put on some music while I write--I wear headphones…I've
been listening to Peter Gabriel's ‘Scratch My Back’ album lately and Arcade Fire's
‘The Suburbs.’
I have pretty eclectic music tastes, but I tend to listen to a few
songs over and over when I'm writing. I move on after a week or so to
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Interesting indeed.
And to answer my original question, “yes” other writers do have
muse-rousing rituals like me, and the variety of this process is as wide
and unique as the authors themselves. For some, it is merely the act
of sitting down before a computer screen and “hoping it leads somewhere”
as stated by Jennifer Egan (The Keep, A Visit from the Goon Squad),
or as Ms. Evanovich mentions, “knowing I have a deadline.” Or silence,
in Ms. Donoghue’s case. In Stephen King’s book On Writing he said he
listened to heavy metal music. There are those whose pens are set in
motion by the works of other artists – a photograph, a painting, an
excerpt of poetry, music – in which case I envision the art world like
one collective inspirational well that artists of any kind can draw
from. It requires a writer to sink deep. To be able to maneuver their
mind away from the rigidity and routine of daily life that would allow
the creative part of the brain the freedom it needs. To inhibit our
inhibitions, to dig into that vast idea-laddened world that is our
subconscious. And when you hit that place, what a feeling it is! For
me, it has become an addiction, and one I am not apt to give up any time
soon.
I will leave you with
one final quote. (Kevin, age
7, on What Ice Cream Tastes Like) |
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